Why is it so hard for me to say “I love you?”I really fucking love you. I’ve just never felt this way for any one and it’s hard for me to let that feeling out in the open. Being afraid of getting hurt isn’t a good enough excuse because thats life. You get hurt and then you learn and you grow. This feeling is the fact that I literally want to preserve the love I have for you and never let it dissolve into an everyday thing. People say “I love you” all the time, even when they don’t mean it. When I say it to you I truly mean that I love you and that love is unconditional.
I don’t know what this is i feel drunk all the time or like I’m falling of the face of the earth. Ill space out then be shocked back into reality. I literally need to fight to keep my feet on the ground and my head out of the clouds.
It’s 4 am. I just dealt with every other persons problems but my own. My own? Do I even have any problems? Other than that I’m lazy, bad at school and am bad at sports? No. Yes, he’s a problem but only because things can go two ways. We can be a perfect little couple and stay together for a few years or this can turn into a broken heart. Maybe the best way to approach this would to be take it like it is. If he hooks up with other girls just let it go but only for 3 girls after 3 you cut him off and move on. I don’t care how much you think you “love” him. I don’t care what he says to try and keep you, after 3 girls you call it quits. Don’t let him break your heart babe. You can do better. Not that you want to or need too just know you can. Love you byeeee
I once made the mistake of thinking that just like me if someone hurts you they always com crawling back, that they’d always be there for me. I was hurt by a boy I liked over and over nothing to serious being I was only 13 and he was younger so I doubt he understood either. But one day I finally had my chance id always wanted but I also had the chance to destroy him the way he destroyed my heart everyday. Instead of saying yes to him asking if we were bf and gf i said no and said he was a one night stand. funny how 5 years later now i’ve been a few peoples one night stands. Karma. The mistake I made tho wasnt giving myself bad karma it was saying no to being someones girl because I wanted to give them a taste of their own medication. This time if and when he goes for it ill be accepting and ill be ready because this is what i wanted even if its not exactly the way i wanted to get it.
I’ve had a crush on boy since I was 12. He was 13, he was a skater boy and had a hard life at home. I started working at his dads gift shop aways hoping he would walk in and say hi. In 3 years he only ever did once. He went to jail when he was 18 for robbing a connivence store. I stilled had a thing for him i always hoped one day he’d notice me. After he got out of jail tho he started going out with a nother girl and asked her to marry him. He became my coworker and I finally had a sliver of the relationship I wanted. He broke up with his fiancée in october and he asked me out last night. I can’t believe a 7 year crush is finally for filled
